waxing thing

why did i ever bought wax ??

i dont know becoz me and my frend agreed that it would help fix the uncontrollabe hair regrowtH. but wax suxz, big time! or i mean the kind we bought. We were supposed to do it together, me and my friend, the waxing thing but i didnt want too becoz i was tired on the day we bought it so we are gonna to it alone. hahaha, not a good decision. so i did "try" to use it today. and grabe d ako marunong! hahahaha! the result is ayaw matangal laht ng hair! sa legs ko xa ginawa.. at ouch! d lng ouch! ang sakit todo.... hahahha... kc compared sa dati kong ginagamit na wlang kasakit sakit ang pagwawax ay napakaskit! lol.. but it is supposed to take off the whole hair including ung bulb nya but ni hair manlang d ko natangal.. enggzz! cgro sobrang bagal ko hinila or sumthing or whatever basta kailangan ko ng ibang tao na mangagawa nun sken kc d ko na kayang sktan ang aking sarili becoz sobrang sakit.. lolz well my legs look funny now, sbi kc w8 until 24 hrs to do it again.. lolz, pero kht na cgro ganun sa simula ma22nunan ko rin xa iuse. i hope!


well other dan dat i jst finished cleaning my room and laundring everything! this day sux, well i think its worth it nmn kc darating tomorrow ung tita koh galing cali. hahaha
funstuff meron akong kasama ulit na magshopping at mamasyal. hahaha
it was also raining for the past few days and its weird coz it didnt rain like this last summer.
Ok lng coz sobrng init! i jst wish na tomorrow hind na magrarain pra wag madelay ang flight nyahahaha!
wee excited na kong makita ulit ang tita koh!! hehehe...

summer na summer na rin!!

wlang kwentang post

grabe i havent updated for a while...
bigla akong natamad na magupdate sa aking mahalagang blog hehehehe....
mahal na mahal ko pa nmn tOH...
medYo wla lng kc akong ma isip na ipost sa mga nakaraang araw kaya wlang laman ang aking blog...
medyO mahirap magsulat ng dereretsong tagalog hahahaha!!
ano ba toh! d2 lng kc ulit ako nagsulat sa tagalog..
wlang sense ang aking post na toh..
ginugusto ko lng lagyan ang aking blog ng mga letra and ng mga magagandang bagay na nangyayari sa aking buhay!
at ako'y nagpapasalamt sa pagbabasa nyo!

ang araw na itoh aY napakanormal..
nanoOd ako ng movie last nyt na ung hostel... medyO r-rated ung movie sa simula then magugulat ka n lng na naging kadiri ang scene dahil sa sadistic nature niTO.. . hahaha
sobrang tortur sa eyes ang movie na toh.. hahah pero d nmn nkakatakOT.. nkakadiri lng
pure ewww...

ngaun ay Normal except nagising ako ng napakaaga.. himala!
lol, d tlga ako sanay magsulat sa tagalog.. d ko ata kaya toh..

Yey! i feel happy

today is such an awesome day. i had a gud nyt sleep last nyt and i woke up rejuvenated. yey! hahahaa. ka2iba ngaun kc hndi ako maxadong bored unlyk d last few days. i dont know, i just feel pretty and happy. bkt kya? na feel nyo nba un, ung sobrang happy. haaayyy, ang sarap ng feeling. pra akong lumulutang sa air. waahh, hndi ako high ha... i dont do those thngs. clean ako. anywayz. i just feel great 2day. sana gani2 ang mga su2nod na araw ko. "i intend to live forever... so far so good."

how do u feel?

alwayz be happy

thnx peeps 4 reading my blog. comment kyo ha. ty

tagging game nanaman??

once again i've been tagged by vanny...
well auz lng koz wla nmn akong maisip na ipopost today...

The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly.. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names...

ive nver thought about my vierd habits bevore nyahahaha but anyways here they go..

1. im a mood swinger - hmm i can laugh one minute then next be sad and be hyper all over again.. nyahaha

2. i crave for food a lot most often when im sad/worried/jst emoting - ako ung isa sa mga taO na pag heartBroken or sad ehh dinadaan n lng sa foods.. nyahahah.. nOT gOOD.. and ang pipiliin ko pa na kakainin is ung mga sweets at junk fOOds..

3. i am tOO sensitive - lol nyahahha i am so sensitive most of the time and i can cry real easily... and laugh real easily too..

4. napakadali kong mabored - hahaha d ko kaya pag wla me ginagawa.. ok na skin khit na magcomputer lng ako wag lng ung nakaastare sa space hahahah na wlang ginagawa.. kc maiinis lng akoh... wahahaha

5. i dance hyper when im bOred.. hahaha weird nga ba? d nmn nyahaha i really do this hahaha laLo na sa infroNt of the mirROr cheness.. lol

6. lastly.. i have a bad laugh! - nYek i persoNally dont like my laugh... hahaha at its real loud! nyekk and it comes often randOmly.. like im the only one laughing ehh.. hehehe well i love laughing though checkcheck chekc...

waahahah natapos kO rin itong tag na tohh but d pa ko update ko n lng ulit mamaya kung cno ung mga tatag koh... heheh

Update: i tagged these people coz i dont know.. i dont mean it people sorri... hehehe
==> icarus ,marc, camille, axis, eca, andrea

"sweet quotes"

I met you. You look at me... with those eyes that shake my soul... and then to feel that sudden flame... of wanting you. Your love and all.

She's not fair in outward view. As many maidens be... Her loveliness I never knew... Until she smiles at me...

A life’s worth, in the end, isn’t measured in hours, or dollars. It’s measured by the amount of love exchanged along the way.

When travelling the path of life, and finding love along the way, Everything looks new and different. Little do you know it is the same old landscape you used to see all of the time; Love has just given you new eyes.

The essential sadness is to go through life without loving. But it would be almost equally sad to leave this world Without ever telling those you loved that you love them.

And you learn that love, true love, Always has joys and sorrow, Seems ever present, Yet is never quite the same, Becoming more than love and less than love, So difficult to define. And you learn that through it all, You really can endure, That you really are strong, That you do have value.

"Love is a hidden fire, A pleasant sore, A
delicious poison, A delectable pain, An agreeable torment, A sweet and throbbing
wound, A gentle death. "

why does it rain in the summer?
isnt it suppose to be sunny and hot, not windy and raining...
hmmm, sumdays u just cant do wat u had planned a day or soo...
how can it be like this? wen you are able to do sumthing, nature just brings you down and makes it senseless to be able to do what the past planned for the future..
gosh, kc nmn bat pa umulan ngaun.. dapat aalis kami ehhh... huhuhuhu
nyahahaha pero Ok lng.. msarap nmn ma2log nyahahaha!

its like the other things in life, everything has to have hazards, twist and turns..
it cant be linear and straight forward, short terms it shouldnt be easy, for it can become boring
it has to have the twist in it.. spice of life......
hapiness comes by itself, same as sadity..
when your happy u jst is..
yesterday.. i received an email frOm frends in the past...
the email was so dramatic that as i was reading i didnt know tears had been falling in my eyes...
my frends from the philippines emailed me same as my ex-bf sighh...
who knows they'd still remember me.. nyahahaha.. luckily they do..... which is so sweet..
the email was really sweet and mellow.. hmm it made me miss my frends more than nething else hehehehehe!!

love talk....

things/feelings that might hurt............

• letting go of a person you've just learned to love
• reminiscing the good times you shared together
• shielding your heart to love somebody
• trying to hide what you really feel
• trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
• loving a person too much
• giving up someone you never thought of giving up
• having the right love at the wrong time
• taking the risk to fall in love again
• hiding your relationship from someone else
• controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
• thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never even thinks a single thought of you
• letting go, because every time you see the person, you only fall deeper
• holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
• falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with
• finding the perfect guy...with only one problem...he doesn't love you the way you want him to
• helping the one you love court your friend
• seeing the one you love crying for someone else
• the waiting also hurts like hell
• having to hear..."I've met someone."
• agreeing to his wish to "just be friends"
• asking his freedom back because "he'd be happier with her"
• asking you to "forget that everything happened" and be "normal" friends again
• hearing that you're treated as a little sis
• sharing his future plans for the girl with you
• you stopped being friends because his gf asked him to
• being denied in front of people
• telling you lies where he'd been when actually, he was with a new friend or an old flame
• he told you he'd be leaving you to return to his ex (the one he left for you)
• breaking someone's heart
• fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his commitment unless he fix himself...then, you are left hanging fot the moment..then he says, time will tell...ang labo lang nya...but you still decided to hope in him and trust him
• pretending you're okay when inside you're dying
• pretending to be strong..and recognizing your weakness
• lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have
• being with someone you can't actually love
• pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love
• being in love
• letting go even if you really don't want to...having no right to say you're hurting because it was your decision
• seeing the person you love hurt because of you,..and not being to help that person.
• having the courage to say 'i love you' to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he doesn't treat you with the same closeness as before
• having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable
• admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections
• finding out that the more you try to hate him, the more you end up loving him, perhaps even more than before
• realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break up
• the thought that this guy, used to really love you and you loved him as well kaso you didn't give enough...he gave up on you na
• sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else
• making a promise and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered...the commitment is no longer there
• the hardest thing about love---believing it exists
• after you've been hurt....learning to forgive....learning to trust and love again
• but the hardest thing really is learning to love yourself. we always forget to do this.
• seeing your partner battle with death!

"Love is a hidden fire,

a pleasant sore,

a soothing pain,

an agreeable torment,

a sweet sound,

in short a gentle death"

IM BORED................

new layout!

yesterday was tsupper crazy! i mean it.. well the day started kinda boring and undefining becoz i had my period on the first day of vacation sigh!! but dats oK i guess everYgurl gets it once in a while i mean every month or if not sumthing myt be wroNg.. nyahaha! so swimming got canCelled... haha, foRGet having to excercise too coz i didnt want to go to the gyM and instead of doing so i went to bed! yah my frend was waiting fOR me At the gYm and i was sleeping peaceful! aww funstuff... ow and i goT drUnk lst nYt lolz!@ it was randomNly dun.. wehlll i didnt want to but becOz i didnt feel like its going to affect me bcOz it was just some wine but anYthing talken fast is not so good.. hahaha.. i went all hyPer and stuff,, hahaha and i couldnt go to sleep till it was like 5:00 am awww... and some hangOver is still with me! huhuhu

i changed my layout becoz the other one wasn't working...
the image couldnt show up and i changed the link of the picture but it stIlll doesnt worK>>
so i decided to use oNe of my old layie's froM my former blog...
its kinda amazing how i chagned my laYout twice this week..
a kinda randOm thing to do and not so gud..

IT's official today.. schools over and summer awaits!
im so ready to go swimming, shopping and not doing homwrk and school stuff this summer and most of all being able to do watever you want without the need to worry about schoolwork is dunzo! but guess what im so bored right now! but dats ok coz yoko sa na ng school..


Im getting fed uP na ulit w/ my layiee koz ayaw lumabas ng pic sa taas..
i might Look for sumthing dat would be better. coz parang may dIferientia to ehh..

new layout!!!

this morning i woke up earlier rather than my usual time of waking up.. this is odd becoz this never happened before and this is actually the last week of the school year. Yeah, i finally decided to wake up early but its the last days of school. Ive been talking about the school year end from my last post and im here again talking about it. weLL its kinda weird becoz its a happy--sad thing. BEcoz not having to see ur friends every day would not be so fun but NOt having to see ur ANOOYIng teachers who make you do busy worK is comfORting.
its also weird becoz the peoPle in pinas are going to start their school this time and here i am ending school.

And as of now i havent decided what will i do this summer all im wishing is i dont want to be stucK in our house doing nothing becoz that can kill me right through.....
i mYght just tUrn inTo a superfical creature wHO wonders by herself wondering why she is alive sigh,, hahaha JOke.....

ow and 3 more days to go before school ends.......

end of school!

after spending almost all of my allowance and my savings on random stuff im now out of money at the first days of summer sigh!

hehehe at least i got a new swimsuit and more stuff that i wouldnt dare mention hehehe! this weekends was so busy.. i almost forgot that im going to have my EOC's and exams this week... which means im going to have to ReviEw on the last houRS hehehE! i plan on going over my stuff on the night of my exams as i usually do frOm elemEntary hahahah! Cramming may be my style or watever... but so far so gooD.. this will be the last school days of my sophomore year and im excited for summer.. except for im gonna miss all my friends at school :(( ow saddnity... well i see them nXt September so that's all good...

im gonna end my post here coz im so sleepy............. and i need to do homwrk sigh! hehehe scHOOLs bacK tomoRROw

couNtdown: 4 more school days and its over!!