so school already started.
everything went ok, unlike what i was expecting. I liked the people in the school eventhough, the school looked a lot older than my previous school. It was easier to make friends. Having fun was a key to this game. School went by fast. The lessons where taught fairly hastily. And tests are coming up on friday already. Packets have been going out and homework each night was given. This means that just the first week of school is so busy. How much more for the remaining ones? Hahaha..., the only thing i didnt like and the only thing i got pissed off is lUNCH! I tell you this, the food is really nasty and there are no drinks available. Its also too short for you to eat all your food. A line so long which takes you almost have of your lunch just buying your food. Another habit w/c comes back every school year is my time. I'm alwayz amonst the filipino time. I go to school so that im gonna be there at exactly 7:30, w/c means school starts that time. I was late for the 2 first days of school. Hahaha, im hoping this wont happen more often this year.

Luckily, tomorrow wont be a school day for me. Im not going to be able to attend classes becoz of a dental checkup. Hmpf, i wonder wat'll theyll do this time. They alwayz try to do things, even unecessary ones to earn some money. But as long as my teeth would be good then ill be glad. hahaha

my "emo" world!

im effeD up w/ all the things that's going on in Our houSE... especially w/ the treatment i get w/ my parents!

so i would wanna let my parents kNow that:

Your little miss Perfect little girl didnt get all A's on her report card. Your perfect little girl is tired of all the things you you say to her. She yelled at you and backstabbed you. Your perfect girl lied to you all her life. Your perfect little girl dated a guy under sixteen and kissed someone. Your perfect little girl seems broken. Your perfect little will never let you dry her tears up. Even if she cries herself to sleep at night. Your perfect little girl doesnt do her homewrk. Your perfect little girl likes being alone. YOur perfect little girls doubts the things you say to her. Your perfect girl likes to disobey you. She had given up on life and she thinks the world hates her. Your perfect little girl hates the world. Your perfect little girl dosnt have real friends. Your perfect little girl want to run away. Your perfect little girl thinks shes ugly and overweight. Your perfect little girl is very unhappy. Your perfect girl is lost and so damned confuse!! Your perfect little girl had become a black sheep and a disgrace... sOOO ur perfect girl aIn't so perfect anymore...

sorry for this post, i know its very emoisht... and not inline w/ my layie hehehe..

scHool's in

whasp! my Pc just recovered frOm a servere CRASH!!

it took me 2 hours to fix it, and my pC was restarting over and over again.

but luckily it came out good and i can use it once more!

i hate it when my dad alwayz thinks im the one who makes this pc crash or whatever

atleast whoEVER did something to this pc, IM alwayz the one who gives sometime to fix it

becoz im alwayz the one who they blame at no matter what.

And its not easy to fix this pc!!

I, too, came from a severe crash! Yesterday i went to Northern! the New school im alwayz talking about. it was an Open HOuse night. ITs wen you just have to go to the school to see wer your classes will be so you wont be lost wen school starts on friday. So unluckily my friend couldnt come becoz she also had some business to do. And my mom has a duty. I wouldn't want to go with my dad no mater wat so i jst did it myself. LOoking around I was one of the few students who didnt have any parents with them. Hahaha, But i like to feel independent most of the time and it makes me feel good that i dont need my parents to be in that freaking school. But it wasnt so easy, the school was very disorganized unlike my previous school. I was lost most of the time or all the time. I walked around for an hour and barely remembered where my classes will be. This schol have to many hallways! There's just too many buildings to go to and yet the school looks small. Then some stranger aproached me and helped me w/ the directions. BUT he jst wanted to walk w/ me!! gRR i was so mad! Coz when he found where he wanted to be, he stopped there and just informed me how to go to that effin building. He could've just said it before rather than making me walk w/ him all the way.

I was there from 6:30 to 7:30 pm. But I was glad i went to that Open House becoz I didnt have any plans to go there but my mom insisted me to do so. I found out what kind of hell im gonna be at On friday. NO tots at going to schoOL. Almost everyday i wake up at 12 so I might as well do dat on friday!

I got this surveY from juice's site... hehe i think its pretty cUte sO here it is:

1. Emphasize all lines that apply to you.
2. Tag five more people after you finish, complete with links to their sites.
3. Let the person you've tagged KNOW that they've been tagged, for Pete's sake.

I wish I was a different ethnicity.
I have an eating disorder.
I'm short.
I'm tall.
I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer.
I'm a geek.
I'm a shopaholic.
I'm reasonably intelligent.
I'm attracted to girls.
I'm attracted to boys.
I like British accents.
I smoke regularly.
I drink regularly.
I smoke socially.
I drink socially.
I get drunk easily.
I do drugs.
I will never date a bad kisser.
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
I'm religious.
I'm not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I'm impulsive.
I'm hardworking.
I liked "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind".
"She's All That" is one of my favourite movies.
I'm good at History.
I speak more than two languages.
I enjoy taking pictures.
I like spending money on myself.
I like spending money on others.
I have a regular income.
I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
I pay my own bills.
I rely on my parents for money.
I can cook.
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidyness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
I'm fashion-conscious.
I have good taste.
People tell me I have good taste.
I excel academically.
I'm told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
I'm good at sports.
I'm good at certain sports.
I couldn't do sports to save my life.
I'm creative.
I'm artistically inclined.
I wanna be an artist when I grow up.
I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset.
I cannot adapt to change.
I'm interested in politics.
I have shoplifted.
I download MP3s.
I've done underage drinking.
I've gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well.
I can dance extremely well.
I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
I can sing.
I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys.
I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
I keep a journal.
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy.
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
I have tattoos.
I've been in a nudist colony.
I'm not sure if I want to have children.
I'm not sure if I'll get married.
I know who I will marry.
I'm interesting.
I'm a good liar.
People enjoy talking to me.
I annoy people from time to time.
I'm a born leader.
I'm a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I enjoy felching.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish.
I watch "Sex and the City".
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
I wanna be J.Lo.
I cut myself.
I've cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport.
I'm photogenic.
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art.
I have dated a criminal.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds.
I dance in the rain.
I'm obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favourite color is pink.
My favourite color is black.
I would classify myself as emo.
I'm musically inclined.
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable.
I like flip-flops.
I know what monogamy is...
...and I believe in it.
I wanna be a social worker when I grow up.
I have sibling/s.
My sibling/s annoy me.
I think "South Park" is funny.
I believe in LOVE.

Im not taggin anyone for i did this intentionally and I wouldn't want anyone to do this if they dont feel like doing it hehe.. just take it if you'd like to do it toO...

blah thing

today, was ubber normal day. Well, as u can see im still out of topic. I've tried to think one but none came up. Aside from having no topic my day was a complete blah. I didnt do anything except sleep and eat. Kc nmn ang sakit ng ngipin ko. I havent had any toothaches for ages until now. Kung kelan ginalaw ng dentist ung teeth ko saka xa sumakit. Not exactly my teeth was hurtin but my gums i should say. So i took some iBufrophen and dat thing gave made me dizzy and sleepy. Nakatulog ata ako ng 4 den nagising ako almost 7 na! grabe i almost missed my friday night dahil sa kaantukan. AFter that my friend called me and and invited me to their house. So i said yah. At first it was ok and all then she started to talk to her bf again and i was alone there. Nakakaboring at nakakainis pag ganun. Walng silbi dapat d nalang ako nagpunta.
We should be waxing coz we just went to Wal-mart to get some. Pero after all of dat, wala kaming nagawa. Becoz, i got bored and i just wanted to go home. Xa nmn hindi xa matapos tapos sa telepono. Kaya un i jst said na uuwi n lng ako. Hehehe.... ang kukulit tlga namin.



Um, kinulit ko rin pla ung friend ko na magblog! hehehe..

visit po nyo ung blog nya! Jason - http://youmesmerizeme.blogspot.com

My ubber schedule

Yesterday, i finally picked up my schedule from northern becoz of my ubber kakulitan. Yah nakuha ko and the guidance teacher was asking me if i ever changed my schedule? hello? i didnt even received one yet. She also told me about the Open HOuse on the 22nd. I dont really feel like going! hehehe... Unless i convince my friend to go w/ me den i might as well go! Im just going to post my sched here for now.. Amm tell me if u have same classes w/ me... (MY SCHED SUCKS BIG TIME)

11th G 2006-2007 schedule

first sem

1 Anatomy and Physiology - Brubaker, A
2 Hn Pre-Calculus - Snyder, B
3 Psychology - Mabie, P
4 Hn Chem I - Wilson, S

* this will be a killer semester. Grabe laht ng mahihirap kong classes napunta d2. magmumuka na rin ata akong medicine student sa lagay na toh.. puro nmn science classes ang napunta saken.
And i dont like math! i hate it so much. Lalo na pre-cal. Wala akong freetime becoz laht ng electives na nakuha ko is hard as well. Parang isang 22ong class n rin ung electives koh..

second sem

1 English III - Welsch, K
2 Sports Med I - Burton, S
3 Art I - Bruton, A
4 Hn US History - Nelson, B

* i love this schedule!! hehehe eto ung sched na hinihintay ko, dapat pagpalitin n lng nila ung first and second sem classes ko.. the only thing that i dont feel like going amongst this classes is Hn US history. Same as math i also hate history classes. But love ko ung english and arts. My freetime will be Sports MEd I and i will try to sleep in my fourth period class hehehe JOke..

*****

Yesterday pinasok ako ng mom ko sa Sunday school! nakakaasar, why should i be in one of those classes? ngaun nga lng ako nafree from religion classes kc hindi na mandatory sa school like before eh. And its sunday! a part of my weekend will be devoted to studying in the church! wee nakakainis.. well its also and hour and a half. And i think this will be happening in one year or more. Required daw xa for confirmation and stuff. Then i asked my mom why is she putting me in this program which is Youth Ministry thinggy. And she answered me na, "para makilala mo ang ibang pilipino dito." HUH?? ano ba naman yang reason na yan. In my mind was like, "dalhin mo n lng ako sa mga parties nila masmasaya," heheheh! Anywayz, after hearing dat medyo naging ok nmn lht. Kc at least meron din nmang ibang pilipino na nagtatake nito so it will ease me a little.

movie nights

i jst got home from my friends house kc nanood kami ng movie and its almost midnight. Ang scary movie 4 po ay sobrang boring. Eto at ung pinakapangit sa kanilang apat. Hehehe, sobrang excited pa naman kami ng friends ko wen we saw it sa blockbuster. And thanks koz we didnt watch it sa movie house kc its not worth it. Its just ubber funny but it dont make sense at all. Pero this movie can make u laugh too..

SObrang pagod na ko right now. But ubber sa kabusugan. Nagmall pa kc kami kanina pagkatapos kong samahan si mama na mag grocery and all. Nagaaply kc ung friend ko ng job and i also tried one but im not sure sa job na un koz may school na this august and my parents might not aprove of it. Yung mga qualifications pa ehh nasa low side ako. Baka school n lng muna ako for now.

just another random tots

nakakainis tlga ang northern(the school which ill go to), until now wala pa ung schedule ko and my schedule sa previous school ko na di ko na papasukan was sent 2 weeks ago. Heller! i dont even need that schedule, wats important is my schedule for the new school. And school will be up on the 25th, which is 10 days from now. Di nmn sa excited akong mkita ang schedule ko but kailangan kong makita un kc baka puro bad classes nanaman ang ibibigay saken and i need to have some time to go and let them change if i dnt like any of the courses na ibibigay nila. Well my plans is to go and pick it up. Kaya lng nakakatamad tlga pumunta dun. Sana isend na nila un today or ill go pick it up tomorrow.

Yesterday, nagayos ako ng room ko! ahaha i mean ung todong pagaayos. Grabe kung anO ano nakita ko. Nakita ko mga previous poems and letters. Sobrang senti ng mga poems! nakakatuwa pla ako noon. And meron pang lovely na letter. Ahahaha! well so glad na tapos na ung mga moments na yun. Ewan ko if halos 2 yrs na ata un dun sa mga drawers na un. Nakita ko rin ung mga cards na binigay sken ng frends ko bago ako umalis, nkkakatouch nmn ung mga sinabi nila noon. Hehehe.. ubbber senti moment from yesterday un. Then after dat i went browsing sa elementary yearbook ko. This was wen i was in 6th grade. Ubber funny pa mga itsura namin nun. WE all looked like little kids na lost sa mundo! joke lng . poh ehehe.. WEe i miss st. paul. Kahit na sobrang madrama rin ung school na un and all the things na pinipilit samin na ipagawa..

a very long survey!!

About Yourself
Full Name?: Monique Clytie B. Agustin
Birthplace?: ilocos sur, philippines
Any Birth Commplications?: none
Age?: 15
Any Siblings?: 1 brother and 1 sister
Get Along With Your Parents?: yeah most of the time

Future Occupation?: no idea

Goal For This Year?: hmp? do gud in scHOOl?
Any Piercings?: yes
Future Piercings?: maybe
Tattoos?: no
Future Tattoos?: no
Any Pets?: nadie
Obsessions?: music, chocolates, shopping, friends, chatting, internet..
Pet Peeves?: lots.. people who lie, backtstabbers, and too coocKy people..
Best Quality?: im ubber nice!
Worst Quality?: what tell me one..

Deep Thoughts
Anything You Hate About Yourself?: none, i love me
What's Your Biggest Fear?: hmm...
Do You Live In The Moment?: i try to
What The Compliment You Get From Most People?: i dont know
Are You Emotionally Strong?: most of the time
Is There Anything You Regret Doing Or Not Doing?: none, i dont regret doing the things i like doing..
Do You Pretend To Be Someone Your Not To Look Cool?: Nope.. i dont like fake people
, i like being me

What The Best Life Lesson You Have Learned Thus Far?: people are not alwayz who you think they are...

Are You Self Concious?: most of the time, but there are lots of down times..
Are You Ever Percieved Wrongly?: yeah
Are You Passive or Agressive?: passive
Are You Introverted Or Extroverted?: BOtth, more of an intro

Have You Ever?
Been In Love?: i think i was
Gone One Day With Out Food?: yes
Watched A Porno?: not really
Made Out With The Same Sex?: no
Cried From Laughing So Hard?: yea
Had A Black Eye?: no
Stood In The Pouring Rain With A Closed Umbrella In Hand?: lots of times haha,
Smiled For No Reason?: yeah becoz u look friendly and nice when you smile..it hides the bad side

Talked To Someone You Don't Know?: haha, yea
Sang To Someone?: yea
Tried To Do A Handstand?: yea
Drank?: yea
Smoked?: tried but its nasty
Shoplifted?: nope.. i stole some money from my mom wen i was young

Done Drugs?: no, never
Slept Over A Friend's House Of The Opposite Sex?: nope

Do You Believe In...
Love At First Sight?: no
Soul Mates?: yes
Ghosts?: sometimes
Yin And Yang?: yes
Miracles?: yes
Magic?: not too much, but i like harry potter haha!
Abortion?: depends... still more on yeahh :D

Gay Marriage?: yeah.. , every individual has their own right to do whatever they like for themselves.., and they have their own lifes to live
War?: when its time for war, its time

At This Moment
What Are You Wearing?: pj's and a shirt
Body Part You Are Touching?: nothing
Are You Lonely Or Content?: content

What Song Are You Listening To?: no music ryt now
Who Are You Thinking About?: no one

Randoms
What's Your Dream Car?: porsche

What's The Last Thing You Ate?: milk and breadzz..
Do You Speak Any Languages Besides English?: filipino , ilocano* dialect.. and a lil spanish.. hahaha

Music You Dislike The Most?: bluegrass, some country
Do You Like Candles?: ubber love them

Ever Made A Prank Call?: yep
Furthest Place You Have Traveled?: philippines - north carolina 18 + hours on plane huhuh
Can You Say The Alphabelt Backwards?: sadly, yes i can , i had to for a class in elementary..
Do You Use Lotion On Your Feet?: sure
Are You Imperfect?: extremely
Are You Untrustworthy?: no, u can def trust me
Are You Impolite?: no
Are You A Bad Guesser?: uhh.. no?
Do You Make Fun Of People?: not really
Are You A Jelious Person?: it depends but yahh..
Do You Have Thin Or Full Lips?: full
What Ethnicity Do People Tell You Look Like?: azn, hispanic sometimes..
What Famous People, Do People Tell You Look Like?: lol idk

Favorite Music Artist?: i like too many to answer that question
Are You Complex Or Simple?: both
What Do You Think Of Ugly People?: ugly?
What Do You Think Of Pretty People?: pretty?

This Or That
Black And White Or Color?: black and white is cute..
Winter Or Summer?: summer
Cats Or Dogs?: doggsss
Blonde Or Brunette?: brunnete, but either way

Hot Or Cute?: cute
Pepsi Or Coke?: dont matter

Night Or Day?: night
Hot Or Cold?: cold
Here Or There?: there
War Or Peace?: peace
Love Or Money?: love

Answer In Song Titles
Are You Male Or Female?: Im your lady, your my man
Describe Yourself?: Just the girl
How Do You Most Feel About You?: crazy
How Do You Feel About Yourself?: thoughtless

Describe Your Ex: far away
Describe Where You Want To Be: i wanna be with you
Describe What You Want To Be: the One

Describe How You Live: from this moment
Describe How You Love: truly, madly, deeply
Describe What Sex Would Be Like With You: heat of the night

Share A Few Words Of Wisdom: dreams can come true
Describe How You Feel Now: officially missing you
Tell Your Crush Something: thats what friends are for
Describe Your Personality: i like to move it move it
Describe Your First Thoughts Waking Up: i just wanna live
A Police Man Pulls You Over, You Say?: mama mia
Favorite Pick Line?: i will always love you
Something You Would Say In Bed?: grind with me

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a beautiful place

I dreamed of a paradise. A looking lighthouse beside the sea, with waves crashing beneath. Down by the lighthouse I was swinging in a hammock feeling the fresh air and the sand beneath. . The sun was high and people were running around enjoying the hot sun. Relaxing and enjoying the beauty of nature. It was white-sanded and bluish-white water. The sky was clear with few clouds and birds flying all over. But I wasn't with anyone. It was just me. Then I started to look around and explore the place. Feeling how a beautiful place would look like when you are by yourself all the time. I suddenly fell asleep. Then someone came to me. It was someone I couldn't recognize. He was just a shadow. And we together walked in the sand with our hands clasped together. Running together and lying on the sand. We wrote our names on the sand and said forever. One day i'll know he'll be my prince charming. Saving me from aloneness. For I was alone in that beautiful paradise. And I woke up. This was my dream last night.

boredom..

grabe wla akong magawa..

nakakainis kc iniwan nila ako! nagsimba sila and dey didnt even woke me up. buti sana kung sa simbahan lng pinuntahan nila but nagmall pa sila after dat. grabe nakakaasar! napakabored wla man lng akong magawa or makausap.

well yesterday, nanood kami ng Indian folk dance and indian fashion show.

Ang panget ng Indian dance show. para nmn mga Kumang ung mga dance nila. well magalign din namn ung mga sumasayaw. Boring lng tlga at kulang sa stage thingy. At ung emcee nila sobrang bagal magsalita, at un ang nagpaboring. Another thing is hindi ko maintindihan ung mga sinasabi ng mga spokespersons.

But ung fashion show was gOOd. Sobrang gaganda ng mga damit nila! wowooww.. WEll magagandang Indian dresses or watever they might call it d ko alam kung ano. Basta sobrang glittery nila. ehehehe..

So d namin natapos kc kailangang magwork ng ate ng friend ko but ok lng, kc mejo boring ung show.

LIbre lng kc tickets namin kc ung isang frend ng frend ko eh isa xa sa mga model. ahahaha...

confused

lost

dumbfounded

yet it's cloudy & windy

11:53 AM
saturday

the previous days was very stressful. a lot of things went through my life in a bliss. was it becoz of me? not so. naiinis na ako sa mga frends ko, d ko alam kung 22ong mga kaibigan ko ba sila. d ko kc sila naiintindihan most of the time. especially wen it comes to me and hmmmPf.

at first d ko alam kung ano ung pinasOk ko. at lalo nang d ko alam if kakayanin ko. pero alam ko kung ano ung pinasOk, not to worry about it. But im the kind of person that wound eventually take chances kahit na ung possibilities would be so less and expect it to be worthwhile trying. im mostly optimistic. Before, i didnt thought na ganito mangyayari samen. Or na ganito magiging situation, ung hindi kami nagkakaintindihan most of the time. And worst of all, i didnt tHOught na ung frends nya will be der na mangugulo. I know na most of the time napapaewan ako. And now im starting to get scared, aYOko na kc ulit na mabreak ung heart ko.. kc natatakot ako na masaktan ulit. SOmetimes d ko alam ano gagawin ko, kc d naman tau naguusap. Worst he make his friends deal with it? why? well wala nmn use sken un kc wla akong pakialam kung ano man gawin ng mga friends nya. Kc ako wla akong pinapagawa sa mga frends ko. But sobrang nainfluenxahan ako sa mga kaibigan ko. D ko nga alam kung bat ako naging ganun ehh. Now tlgang nahihirapan na ako. I got what he did, and it dont matter now. Ang nagbobother lng saken is can we still make it after all of this? Napakagulo and i cant answer him right now. D ko alam if he can wait. This thing became big. I didnt expect the problem to become this big. I just dont want to make this decision so fast. I want to be sure. And i want to make it right this time.

just my random tots

Im hella, radically bored today. I finally used blogrolling for my links. If u was/were in my links before and ur not in it now, dont get mad ":D" you are welcomed to tell it to me, i myt have jst missed it. I thoughtally want to put an entry but as you can see i dont have any topic. I am still enjoying summer and i dont want to think nothing about going back to school. Next school year im going to another school becoz we are moving to another house. Im not sure if this school will be better than the last one. I jst think that moving to another school means.. a whole new people. ANd this will be my third school. In the philippines i only studied in one school which was St. Paul College of Ilocos Sur and I was a loyal Paulinian. But i kinda like moving to another school here which is weird. And tomorrow we will be going to that school. I kinda liked my former school for i started to have friends and all. As you can see my high school became longer when we came here in the states. I shoulda be graduating at 16 but its like im gona graduate at 17 sigh! a year more!
For the past few days, i have been indulging myself with lots of fooDs. Haha! I've been eating and eating everything. And the result is i had gained weight! Poor me! hehe.. truth is i dont care... I might care after somthime but not now..! hahahaha.... I dont plan on gaining more!
Ohh it lOOks good outside and i would want some swimming but its far too sunny and i dont feel like getting more tan.. I far too dark now.. tOOOTsie Ooomsie