WarnIng: u dont have to read this.. its really not interesting and not fun.. sorry i jst have to post this summwhere

im so lost. im not sure wat i've been up too so lost i cant even see how i had fallen into this trap.
yet den im feeling so depress and i cant live long with this compress sorry for not knowing
for i've been longing that u would know, not by mouth, but by ur other left senses
i know u cant see much of me and dat u nver knew me dat well?
so tell me now wat to do before i fall on my knees and walk up with a different toe.
i was sky high and rainbowed by the wind that past me by.
the air that felt my skin and the view i saw is mountain and a sea full of fantasies.
longing was not was pressure but a feeling for a deep affection.
i like to feel like linking up was the game now and a winner is yet not found.
why did i ever think so optimistic and not care wat would happen to me?
i lost control of everything from me to the y
i dont feel like hurtin anyone bcoz that would hurt more.
i sacrificed alot not even no one would know even the closest person to me
im a skull emptied and hardened wats left is hard and fragile
it can break with a tweak and would cramble if uncomplete
im still lost i feel alone
why cant anyone understand me?
am i covered with shell?